in this few month ....

In this few month...
i think i won be able online as usual...
kesian....

but this is because my mom...
she stop all the gaming thing....
dame cham....
really hope that i can get a satisfied result...
hopefully...

but sometimes if too stress also cant study....
so...
we must always in a form of just suitable for us to study...
got entertainment.... got study ... got exercise...
thn that will be good...


haiz... so next month i will be afk...
and 'disappear' for a short term... hehe
Gambateh neh....小島 莉子Kojima Riko ...

心情述说~~

心情也许有少许的失望，不知怎么的....
对他似乎还有一点以前的那种感觉....希望能尽快除去....
dye梦碎了，换上了另一幕y2k之作....
他站在我的前面，我的心情已没了当初的复杂，对他没有了感觉是吧？
不该得到的，却让我得到....
想要的却得不到....
什么时候我对他有了那么深的感情，我也不知道....
可惜的是，他喜欢的人不是我而是另有其人....
然而别人得到了他的爱，但那又不是他想要的....
要不就开始一段新的恋情；
否则就得果断的放手....
我想休息了，不想再痛苦了....
折翼天使的伤是时候治疗了....
就让他的名字在我的电话簿里消失吧....
我希望我能做到....
祝我分手快乐吧！虽然只是一个还未开始的恋情....
但还是希望这一切的一切能成为过去式....
希望那个人也跟我一样，因为我是不可能的....
所以去找其他人吧！好吗？要比我过得更好，祝你幸福....
放弃吧~~

我要放弃，
关于这一切就让他成为我心中某个角落的过去....
真的....
我累了....

a day~~

today Yeinn suddenly talk japanese....
lol....
the sentences so long~~
i cant remember and understand it....

leave it...

thn, today i found my japanese name....

last time did this thing haha~

Kho jiat suan-

中島 Nakashima (center of the island) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)

kjs-

小島 Kojima (small island) 莉子 Riko (jasmine child)

ok let me introduce myself....

deh... watashiwa nakashima kumiko/ kojima riko~~

haha....

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today...

somebody~~talk about the thing that make me really, totally feel uncomfortable....

make me very beh song~

i really hate that feeling very very much~

totally ~~

even when you are happy with something but at that time that thing will affect my whole day mood....

omg...

i really dont like it....

that is suck~~

bu~~~boo~~~~

hopefully they will change their attitude~~

they look very guilty...

but just for a second only....

thn next sec can be very very very happy already~~

i didnt understand how they can manage to do that~~

secret is cannot be share ~~

really....

if you tell them they wont talk about their secret...

human is always being selfish~~

they will just reply: "ntg...."

or they will just nod their head....

some time i felt tired....

sometime i felt im not in their world...

although my body is there but my soul is not at there...

becoz...

they just manage to talk to themself among each other,

they wont tell any thing about their conversation...

this make me felling very noob...

(XoX)what i want is not belonging to me, what i dont want they always at the back ....

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now days... busy... so.... haiz....

in this month....
totally make me become crazy....
so busy....

every weekend also got activity....
haiz....
i will fainted if i keep busying like that.... haha

oh ya....
our pengetua also scold us o....
she said that she very kecewa terhadap kami...
because kami anggap subject moral sebagai satu subject yang tidak terlibat dalam Pmr jadi kami tidak mendengar apa-apa sahaja yang pengetua kata....

haiz.... but that is true la...
i not paying attention on hearing what she talking la...

hope that i still can have time to' fighting' for my result la...
may the god bless me... haha