some time.... i feel very lonley...

i not sure with it...
some time...
although i'm with my friend playing, talking, and gossiping...
but...
i'm still feeling lonley...

i can't understand them...
sometimes treat me very good and sometime act like dont know me...
so....ergh...
that feeling is so stupid la...
i hate it...

i not sure that is that these is their reality or just acting?
i feel very uneasy and i dont like it...

感情。。。很复杂。。。

感情？
他对人类来说，
算是非常重要吗？

他算得上什么？
为什么他总是在人家很美好幸福的时候，
就去破坏人家。。。
让人家的幸福破了个大洞。。。

没有了幸福，
那些互相依靠的情侣，
有了感情的情侣，
相处很久了的情侣，
他们统统都不能活了。。。
就算他们能活，
也得要哭上三天三夜，
把她/他从心里彻底的忘了，
必须很难才能熬过来。。。

有时很讨厌那些明明自己有了另一半的人，
已婚的人，
已有妻子的人，
还很贪心，
还想要另一段感情。。。
这种人最要不得。。。
超讨厌他们这种人。。。
朝不爽他们。。。。
看到他们都要砍。。。
恨他们，
为什么要去破坏人家的幸福，
自己已经有了幸福，
还不满足吗？
为什么还要去践踏人家的幸福感情？
真不爽。。。

hari anugerah_choral speaking... nice...[ps+ss]

today 25 of April 2009...


is a day....


of my class 'presentation' of the choral speaking...


in Hari Anugerah Cemerlang....

present to you "a better tomorrow"....

luckily...this time is much more better than our practice time...


i mean can la...


pass...





in the same time,our school had a science fair today...


i like the chemistry then biology...


my tution teacher--Parveen's brother--dont know how to write his name...


also got take part...


i think, his group is the most ppl went there...


btw...


i like that group experiment...


the material and apparatus...

• one bottle of air refresh [example: u can use Glade or Air Wick]


• one [__] of soap water [u may use the plate soap cleaner]


• one boxes of fire matches

steps:

1. soak in ur hand into the [__] of soap water


2. then put in the top of the air fresherner into the soap water and press it


3. using the hand that u soak into the soap water grab the bubble which make by the air fresherner


4. light up fire and put closer to your hand


5. it will burn but u will not feel any pain...

cool right? try la....

我的感觉。。。很失落。。。

“生日快乐，
我对自己说。。。”
我对自己唱。。。
因为，
没人唱给我听。。。
因为不出名。。。
所以被忽略了。。。


昨天，

他们对我来说，
没有了那种实在感。。。
没有了一切，
只剩下没有了灵魂的身躯。。。
没有了感情，
什么都没有了。。。

证明了，
我是失败的。。。


============================================================
你。。。
要不就大胆点。。。
高叔他你喜欢他。。。
要不就不要吵。。。

你这样为了一点点小事就大吵大闹的。。。
很烦的。。。

其实你明明就很喜欢他。。。
但是你一直否认干吗？
而且，
一直注意人家。。。。
还要小题大作的。。。

还有你，
为什么要这样？
自私自利的家伙。。。
要人家给你东西
但是，
自己又不给人家东西。。
要人家的东西却没有回报人家。。。
拜托，
有人会这样好的吗？
好，就当我不否认好了。。。
但是我想告诉你这是一个现实的社会，
有一次不会再有第二次了。。。

顶不顺。。。
他们。。。
的大小姐脾气。。。

不爽。。。。。
不爽。。。。
不爽。。。
不爽。。
不爽。
超不爽。。。。
超不爽。。。
超不爽。。
超不爽。

不爽+超不爽=火大。。。

today.... dame frust.... 气到。。。。

today,
is a day...
dame frust...

we...
from Rawang...
went to bangunan sultan abdul samad and KL perpustakaan...
to finish our folio thing...
BUT....
the bangunan sultan abdul samad...
were closed....
the bangunan should open in weekend for us...
to finish our folio thing....
thn we went to next destination...
KL perpustakaan...
thn the guard said that we cant go in because of our pants....
is too short...
almost reach the knee already stilll said our pant is too short....
HELLO.... this is Malaysia la... weather so HOT...Dame hot ask ppl wear long pants...
SHIT....
but it is long for us already lo not so short lo...
stupid d...

dame stupid...
take so long journey went there and bring nothing come back...
shit...
have to went there a again...
shit...

exam is coming... so cham.... busy busy busy busy.....

suddenly....
i think about the christmas song...
[santa claus is coming to town]

'Oh! You better watch out, You better not cry, You better not pout, I'm telling you why: Santa Claus is coming to town! He's making a list, He's checking it twice, He's gonna find out who's naughty or nice. Santa Claus is coming to town! He sees you when you're sleeping, He knows when you're awake. He knows when you've been bad or good, So be good for goodness sake! So...You better watch out, You better not cry You better not pout, I'm telling you why. Santa Claus is coming to town.'

because i going to change the lyrics...
check this out...

oh you better watch out,
you better get ready...
you better not play...
i'm telling you why...
mid year exam is coming to town....

he making a list,
checking it twice,
make sure all of us become crazy...
mid year exam is coming to town...

he make us mood become 'down'...
he know we were so 'happy'...
with the headmisstress complain...
so...

he feeling so great...
feeling so excite...
he is coming to town....

[end]

V(+3+)v
haha.. nice right...
clap for me...
kaka...
p/s: sorry for my broken english and so many grammar error... paiseh neh....i better write in chinese... but hor... some of my friend dont know how to read chinese word, so i cant write all in chinese lo.... but.... my english dame poor lo... doesnt matter right? hehe....
==============================================================

haiz...
nowdays...
i feel so busy....
acctually hor is really busy...
not feeling....

last last week,
just finish the basketball thing...
we lose the competition...
we must win 2 round for entering semi-finals....
at the same time,we just entering for 2 round....
so the conclusion is we must win 2 round...
the first round we won, because we vs with SMK Rawang[ i think is bt 16 la]
maybe they is new in this competition... so.... we can win them...
but when we reach second round we all lose until so.....
dont want to mention it la....
second round we vs SMK bandar tasik puteri...
so cham...
14-0 tasik puteri -taman desa
haiz....

after that,
i'm busy with my folio thing...
geog, sivik, sejarah, KH....
all those stuff...

for chinese society,
we will having a activity will consist a lot of thing...
the activity i think will be held in june or july...
Adrian will come to our school for the activity...

for the hari anugerah,
our class-3 Ikhlas have to present choral speaking....
our neighbour willl present the choir... malay one some more...
haha...
hww~~luckly...
because i dont like to sing malay song...
we busying with the pratice....
some nice sentences...i like it so much...
'Malaysia, truly asia...'
'a symbol of our aspiration'
'want a country that founded on security, peace and porsperity...'
'one voice, one hope, one nation, ONE MALAYSIA'[ this one dame OHM... coolest part...]

funny version...everybody will laugh when we reach there...
'de macah one tea'...
'you know?you know?you know?'
until the third 'you know?' all ppl will laugh... this one is surely...

so many thing...
some more got KELAS TAMBAHAN....

for individual,
i stilll having other tution...
but i'm sure in our class...
most of my classmate have tution...
except for....(you know?you know?you know? i think you know but you still dont know then is non of my business... hehe)
no time....
to do other thing.... in weekdays...

so.... gambateh kudasai... aza aza....
'one voice, one hope, one nation, ONE MALAYSIA'

我。。。。 很盲。。。。

是我的问题。。。。
还是。。。
别人的问题？

我突然觉得自己好没有用哦。。。
挫败感。。。
失败的感觉。。。

我的天。。。
杀了我吧。。。

我快疯了。。。

我好像陷下去了。。。
陷下去一个令人发狂的地方。。。
就像某样东西在跌入沥青湖一样不断地挣扎。。。
但，
挣扎只会使人更加痛苦。。。
痛苦会使人显得很憔悴。。。
显得很累。。。

真的很累。。。